Family Day Talk

This is the sequel to the Family Day Outing.

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Just when I thought I would have some personal space when I got home, mom came to talk to me.

She asked me lots of questions. Asked me about my relationship with Gina. About whether we were still as close. About relationships and what not. It actually sounded pretty awkward. Luckily I was playing chess with the computer. At least there's something to divert my attention when giving her replies.

And well, her general advice was that I shouldn't commit too much to a girl. Girls can be really fickle when it comes to relationships. And she quoted an example of my cousin. She had a boyfriend for quite a few years and everyone thought they would surely be married in the future. But after just one unfortunate incident between them, my cousin broke up with him and had a new boyfriend. The ex is now left heart-broken and although he tried to keep in contact with my cousin, she cut off all means of communication with him. There's currently news that she's going to marry her new bf soon.

Sad isn't it? And to think I never knew of such stuff.

I can't help but to agree with mom on this matter. But then again, I can't say the same for Gina. Because when it's Gina, things are always different. She's gained my trust, so there shouldn't be anything to stop me from committing, well, if there was anything for me to commit to in the first place. Haha.

As we went on and on, dad and sis chipped into the convo as well. And let's just go to the 'dad' part of the convo.

So dad thinks I shouldn't be wasting my time on the computer anymore. I should do something useful. Like try out lots of part time jobs. NS is the best time to try out new things and get more experience. I rebutted that it's almost impossible to find part time jobs that will allow you to work only on the weekends. And it's very common to have a duty on a weekend too, making it hard to sustain a part time job.

Honestly, I think I'm really just lazy. All I was trying to do was to worm myself out of the situation and just get on with my boring life.

And all of a sudden, I psycho-ed myself to be inspired!

Trying out all sorts of crazy things before entering uni will be fun! Let's do it! Like now! Or since I can't do that now, I can set myself a target of earning $30000 before I ord so I can cover my uni fees and expenses! Hmm... But isn't that a bit far-fetched? Maybe I can take on multiple tuition assignments! That would be quite a reasonable move to make for now.=)

Ok, so that was the temporary 'high' I got back then. I had that sudden urge to elaborate my plans on my blog, and I did started an entry. But 2 hours have passed since and I think I'm not so 'high' anymore. Screw my ambitions. I think I'm tired.

And when you're tired, sleep's the most important. Later.


From my Past,
To my Future